Well, I am at The Backstage Lounge as usual. Yet I got here a little too early; the music is just starting now (10pm) and I got here at nine-ish. Oh well, that's why I have my laptop with me. I've been trying to figure out how to edit the HTML code of my blog so that I can use whatever picture I want for my background image. Therefore, I have been reading up on editing blogs for a while and have gotten to learn some stuff (how to put music in a post, how to put a "read more" link on the homepage), yet really I am just as clueless as when I started this site. I really need to find someone who can help me figure this sh*t out.
There's a lot I would like to customize on this blog, and Blogger is horrible when it comes to customization. It's time's like these when I kick myself for not paying attention in my computer class last year. I basically texted my way through the whole class, not paying attention to a single word the teacher said; all I wanted to do was talk to my friends. Alas, I am stuck here trying with no luck to change the background image on my blog to one I want. I think it's going to take awhile, judging from my hopeless attempts tonight. Yet I know it's just a matter of time before I figure out how to do it.
Unfortunately, I am very bad with computers in general; I am surprised I even managed to figure out how to blog in the first place. I envy those that can whip up a web page in a matter of minutes; who can hack almost anything, write any program. Nevertheless, I am learning slowly; I don't have the time, patience or energy to spend any considerable effort on it. For now, my blog still does what it was made to do; share my views and opinions on this thing we call "life". I just wish I could do it with the blog looking like I want it to.
Other than that, I've spent the last three hours out, writing and f*cking around on my computer; first at Starbucks and now I am here. With an important relationship in my life hanging in the balance, it was nice to have something else in the front of my mind for a change. Maybe that's because I have finally accepted that whatever happens must be His will and therefore it's out of my control. Nevertheless, I am still going to fight for the strenght and continuation of it for all I am worth; yet that is something that I've talked about in many previous posts, and I'm sure many more to come.